spend the last sunny day in 2011 with some very special friends! it is quite rare that I get to ride with them because they are always busy or it is me who is unavailable. But I am glad that it happened today! Going out later to welcome the new year. All the best to the people in my life!
weather is keeping us inside today! often have problems like these here but there is not much you can do except to sit it out. It is supposed to snow during the next few days up in the slopes so we will see. Such obstacles really do frustrate me sometimes because every day we lose is a few possible minutes of film worthy material. But who can we blame? I think that is the worst when you realise that there is nothing anyone can do to make it snow! brundo is going back to bed now ;)
good day today back up at the mountain today. getting the old legs back in shape. lots of hiking but many tricks stomped! ran into some old friends and made some new ones. Can't wait to get back up with the holmes.
i am finished. i gave you my all and i can see its not good enough. remember my words because I meant every breath of it. I wont be here when you look back.
what am i going to do with my down time today? I do not know... movie and dinner with mr.Ben later. I have not been to a movie in so long! a year i think? Mission Impossible or Mr. Holmes?
back to the slopes tomorrow..come ride with me!
finished!!! seeing the crew tomorrow! that giddy feeling is coming back again ;)
I must admit that I will be a little sad to see school end because I have grown so used to studying inside but its time to return to the elements. I wonder what's in store for us tomorrow. There's snow in the hills..and where there's snow, there I will be.
one more exam to go tomorrow.. been checking the forecast for the interior in the next 5 days and its not looking up! What to do what to do. I hope it will change and some snow will hit soon. hard and fast! hahah ;) doesnt look like theres much to ride on the local mountains either. All ice! If i wanted ice i would have put on a leotard and drawn some figure eights at the rink haha.
so many things on my mind right now its tough to focus it all onto this last test. it almost feels like im trying to hold down this ball of wild energy inside of me. so many things that have yet to be said. i just want to sit on a bench watching the ocean listening to the geese quack.
i have a feeling this weekend is going to go by really quickly. gotta commit this weekend to the books, then exam 123 on montueswed and then bung is out of the coop! Things are finally starting to look up from this weird weird week. Back to the slopes on the 14th.. see you up there soon! ;)
another day spent at home! just the books and I... think I am starting to make an intent on my finger from writing with the pen for so long. how is every one's studying coming along? Sometime I hate snowboarding the scheduling sucks shit! My friend from Alberta wanted to come to visit me in Vancouver over the dates I will be away filming with the crew. Sucks! I haven't seen him since March! such as life.... Can't wait to go out for a walk later for a break!
put a wall up around the thoughts and buried it six feet deep. finally crunched in a few chapters in the book and really felt like I got some work done. went out for a walk and thought deeply haha. it was a crisp cold night that was still beautiful! I wish you were here to share it with me. Time to get back to the books... :(
no sleep again. just living off some coffee, beer and tuna. i dont think ive had a craving for anything else all day. tried to study but the pencil just wont write. Please smile for me because I cant. I just want to buckle in and slash a line with the boys. missin' you fuckers! better throw a double for me, for i will return to the slopes on the 14th!
together in the sun on a crisp yet blissfully green winter afternoon. in the garden on our squeaky bench surrounded by the comfort of this quiet thicket. carrying whole world in my arms. these are the little things I want to remember. to help me get by in the worst times when everything is going wrong. is this the end? close my eyes and pray with every ounce of energy that time will some how come to a standstill so I could be happy forever. open my eyes, were falling again. and all i need is you.