längtande

here doesn't feel so right right now...  so many things feel out of place, the guilt and the constant stabbing of sadness with every waking sunrise alone. where is the answer? surely you can't be the only source of happiness! its the feeling that drives me out, kicking down the door and running away. Away from you I will go, as far as one can go, by foot, by bus, by plane, by boat....into the refuge and comforts of nature. I can't wait much longer to return back out to the mountains and snow.. to forget about this feeling..this feeling of being unwanted that i cannot shake. the answer is not here.

© 2011 R. Nishi